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Michael Jackson had lived his life with the un-self-conscious boldness and absolute commitment to his unique, real self, and for that he had been singled out, hounded, ridiculed, and laughed at; and these things no doubt diminished his life and then

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My
Own Story is Triggered

I wrote in my

to “  that Michael “had lived his
life with
the un-self-conscious boldness and absolute commitment to his
unique,
real self — more so even than most primalers are able to yet —
and
for that he had been singled out, hounded, ridiculed, and
laughed at;
and these things no doubt diminished his life and then took
it.”

The whole story had got me to thinking but that quote captures the crux
of it. I became reflective then, and I still am, as I recall how I’d
also experienced persecution for being different – and for me, like
Michael, it had to do with being more sensitive or more talented or
intelligent, or all three, than males are “supposed” to be.

Certainly those were the reasons that my father hated me, especially
growing up. He, ignorant and struggling; me, bright and athletic
without trying or even wanting to be, and having everything come easy
for me. Whereas for him, he had to wear himself out struggling,
desperately trying to prove to his father — dead, of course, one of
those “ghostly others,” I’ve been mentioning — that he in fact COULD
take care of himself…and a wife, and six children.

_________

For
more:

My Pers. Tale:
Reflections..Persecution..Talented,
Sensitive, Unique; & Culture’s Sick & Contradictory Purposes

or



text&mp3…This is a very personal tale, raw with unabashed emotion,
yet comfortably humorous, often heart-warming,

or

My

personal story is 1 like many others U’ll C
URself in & yet 1 unlike any other – 1 many won’t believe possible

or


– audio,
mp3 “My Personal Tale” — “a life..openly & unashamedly shared, like
Michael Jackson’s, is a gift 2 all”

or

My

personal story is 1 many won’t believe cud
actually have happened in this modern era; or even in this century!

or


– mp3,
audio “My Personal Tale, inspired by Michael Jackson” – I am laughing as
I write this story – But it is true.

or

I’m

laughing ’cause at times I..can’t believe
it..my siblings, who lived..it w/me share feel that way at times 2!

or



text+mp3 “My Personal Tale” It’s rich in psychological drama..3
generations, 3 men, & the unconscious, unwanted but

or

But

unavoidable inheritances we receive, father to
son or mother to daughter, from one generation to the next —

or


-mp3 -the
unavoidable inheritances – strange mixture..scars — tended 2
correctly, may show themselves 2 B blessings.

SillyMickel

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Michael Jackson had lived his life with the un-self-conscious boldness and absolute commitment to his unique, real self, and for that he had been singled out, hounded, ridiculed, and laughed at; and these things no doubt diminished his life and then

Amplifyd from www.primalspirit.com

My Own Story is Triggered

I wrote in my Prologue to “In Memoriam: Michael Jackson…”  that Michael “had lived his life with the un-self-conscious boldness and absolute commitment to his unique, real self — more so even than most primalers are able to yet — and for that he had been singled out, hounded, ridiculed, and laughed at; and these things no doubt diminished his life and then took it.”

The whole story had got me to thinking but that quote captures the crux of it. I became reflective then, and I still am, as I recall how I’d also experienced persecution for being different – and for me, like Michael, it had to do with being more sensitive or more talented or intelligent, or all three, than males are “supposed” to be.

Certainly those were the reasons that my father hated me, especially growing up. He, ignorant and struggling; me, bright and athletic without trying or even wanting to be, and having everything come easy for me. Whereas for him, he had to wear himself out struggling, desperately trying to prove to his father — dead, of course, one of those “ghostly others,” I’ve been mentioning — that he in fact COULD take care of himself…and a wife, and six children.

_________

For more:

My Pers. Tale: Reflections..Persecution..Talented, Sensitive, Unique; & Culture’s Sick & Contradictory Purposes http://bit.ly/9yOcG6

or

http://bit.ly/pers1amp – text&mp3…This is a very personal tale, raw with unabashed emotion, yet comfortably humorous, often heart-warming,

or

My personal story is 1 like many others U’ll C URself in & yet 1 unlike any other – 1 many won’t believe possible http://bit.ly/bOEGOu

or

http://bit.ly/pers2amp – audio, mp3 “My Personal Tale” — “a life..openly & unashamedly shared, like Michael Jackson’s, is a gift 2 all”

or

My personal story is 1 many won’t believe cud actually have happened in this modern era; or even in this century! http://bit.ly/bzRtOW

or

http://bit.ly/pers3amp – mp3, audio “My Personal Tale, inspired by Michael Jackson” – I am laughing as I write this story – But it is true.

or

I’m laughing ’cause at times I..can’t believe it..my siblings, who lived..it w/me share feel that way at times 2! http://bit.ly/9wdMdS

or

http://bit.ly/perst4am – text+mp3 “My Personal Tale” It’s rich in psychological drama..3 generations, 3 men, & the unconscious, unwanted but

or

But unavoidable inheritances we receive, father to son or mother to daughter, from one generation to the next — http://bit.ly/cxmPJa

or

http://bit.ly/pers5amp -mp3 -the unavoidable inheritances – strange mixture..scars — tended 2 correctly, may show themselves 2 B blessings.

SillyMickel

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But unavoidable inheritances we receive, father to son or mother to daughter, from one generation to the next —

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Primal Spirit

Remembering
Michael:
His Authentic Life and —
Like All Great Individuals Who Enhance and Advance Culture — His Courage
in Shattering the Cultural Mold – the “Jar,” the “Laundry Room”
 And
“” – This is a
self-revelation of
what memories were triggered in me from my own
life that
contained some of the elements of persecution,
and so
on, that Michael endured. It can be taken as a
kind of
Case Study of what I was describing more
analytically in
“Message” regarding culture’s double-binding
function, and its suppression of uniqueness, and
so on.
It has a tone one might expect of someone who
does
primal therapy; it is very personal; but I had
fun with
it and think it quite funny for the most part.

handy

audio
rendition only of 

Read more at
www.primalspirit.com

_________

For
more:

My Pers. Tale:
Reflections..Persecution..Talented,
Sensitive, Unique; & Culture’s Sick & Contradictory Purposes

or



text&mp3…This is a very personal tale, raw with unabashed emotion,
yet comfortably humorous, often heart-warming,

or

My

personal story is 1 like many others U’ll C
URself in & yet 1 unlike any other – 1 many won’t believe possible

or


– audio,
mp3 “My Personal Tale” — “a life..openly & unashamedly shared, like
Michael Jackson’s, is a gift 2 all”

or

My

personal story is 1 many won’t believe cud
actually have happened in this modern era; or even in this century!

or


– mp3,
audio “My Personal Tale, inspired by Michael Jackson” – I am laughing as
I write this story – But it is true.

or

I’m

laughing ’cause at times I..can’t believe
it..my siblings, who lived..it w/me share feel that way at times 2!

or



text+mp3 “My Personal Tale” It’s rich in psychological drama..3
generations, 3 men, & the unconscious, unwanted but

or

But

unavoidable inheritances we receive, father to
son or mother to daughter, from one generation to the next —

or


-mp3 -the
unavoidable inheritances – strange mixture..scars — tended 2
correctly, may show themselves 2 B blessings.

SillyMickel

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But unavoidable inheritances we receive, father to son or mother to daughter, from one generation to the next —

Amplifyd from www.primalspirit.com

Primal Spirit

Remembering Michael:
His Authentic Life and — Like All Great Individuals Who Enhance and Advance Culture — His Courage in Shattering the Cultural Mold – the “Jar,” the “Laundry Room”
 And “Reflections on Persecution of the Talented, Sensitive, and Unique; and Culture’s Sick and Contradictory Purposes – My Personal Tale” – This is a self-revelation of what memories were triggered in me from my own life that contained some of the elements of persecution, and so on, that Michael endured. It can be taken as a kind of Case Study of what I was describing more analytically in “Message” regarding culture’s double-binding function, and its suppression of uniqueness, and so on. It has a tone one might expect of someone who does primal therapy; it is very personal; but I had fun with it and think it quite funny for the most part.

handy audio rendition only of 
My Personal Tale: Part 1:  Fathers, Sons, and Everyone Inherits a Laundry Room

Read more at www.primalspirit.com

_________

For more:

My Pers. Tale: Reflections..Persecution..Talented, Sensitive, Unique; & Culture’s Sick & Contradictory Purposes http://bit.ly/9yOcG6

or

http://bit.ly/pers1amp – text&mp3…This is a very personal tale, raw with unabashed emotion, yet comfortably humorous, often heart-warming,

or

My personal story is 1 like many others U’ll C URself in & yet 1 unlike any other – 1 many won’t believe possible http://bit.ly/bOEGOu

or

http://bit.ly/pers2amp – audio, mp3 “My Personal Tale” — “a life..openly & unashamedly shared, like Michael Jackson’s, is a gift 2 all”

or

My personal story is 1 many won’t believe cud actually have happened in this modern era; or even in this century! http://bit.ly/bzRtOW

or

http://bit.ly/pers3amp – mp3, audio “My Personal Tale, inspired by Michael Jackson” – I am laughing as I write this story – But it is true.

or

I’m laughing ’cause at times I..can’t believe it..my siblings, who lived..it w/me share feel that way at times 2! http://bit.ly/9wdMdS

or

http://bit.ly/perst4am – text+mp3 “My Personal Tale” It’s rich in psychological drama..3 generations, 3 men, & the unconscious, unwanted but

or

But unavoidable inheritances we receive, father to son or mother to daughter, from one generation to the next — http://bit.ly/cxmPJa

or

http://bit.ly/pers5amp -mp3 -the unavoidable inheritances – strange mixture..scars — tended 2 correctly, may show themselves 2 B blessings.

SillyMickel

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I’m laughing because at times I still can’t believe it; even my brother and sisters, who lived through it with me, feel that way at times too!

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Primal Spirit

handy
audio
rendition only of 

Read
more at
www.primalspirit.com

 

_________

For
more:

My Pers. Tale:
Reflections..Persecution..Talented,
Sensitive, Unique; & Culture’s Sick & Contradictory Purposes

or



text&mp3…This is a very personal tale, raw with unabashed emotion,
yet comfortably humorous, often heart-warming,

or

My

personal story is 1 like many others U’ll C
URself in & yet 1 unlike any other – 1 many won’t believe possible

or


– audio,
mp3 “My Personal Tale” — “a life..openly & unashamedly shared, like
Michael Jackson’s, is a gift 2 all”

or

My

personal story is 1 many won’t believe cud
actually have happened in this modern era; or even in this century!

or


– mp3,
audio “My Personal Tale, inspired by Michael Jackson” – I am laughing as
I write this story – But it is true.

or

I’m

laughing ’cause at times I..can’t believe
it..my siblings, who lived..it w/me share feel that way at times 2!

or



text+mp3 “My Personal Tale” It’s rich in psychological drama..3
generations, 3 men, & the unconscious, unwanted but

or

But

unavoidable inheritances we receive, father to
son or mother to daughter, from one generation to the next —

or


-mp3 -the
unavoidable inheritances – strange mixture..scars — tended 2
correctly, may show themselves 2 B blessings.

SillyMickel

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I’m laughing because at times I still can’t believe it; even my brother and sisters, who lived through it with me, feel that way at times too!

Amplifyd from www.primalspirit.com

Primal Spirit

handy audio rendition only of 
My Personal Tale:
Part 1:  Fathers, Sons, and 
Everyone Inherits a Laundry Room

Read more at www.primalspirit.com

 

_________

For more:

My Pers. Tale: Reflections..Persecution..Talented, Sensitive, Unique; & Culture’s Sick & Contradictory Purposes http://bit.ly/9yOcG6

or

http://bit.ly/pers1amp – text&mp3…This is a very personal tale, raw with unabashed emotion, yet comfortably humorous, often heart-warming,

or

My personal story is 1 like many others U’ll C URself in & yet 1 unlike any other – 1 many won’t believe possible http://bit.ly/bOEGOu

or

http://bit.ly/pers2amp – audio, mp3 “My Personal Tale” — “a life..openly & unashamedly shared, like Michael Jackson’s, is a gift 2 all”

or

My personal story is 1 many won’t believe cud actually have happened in this modern era; or even in this century! http://bit.ly/bzRtOW

or

http://bit.ly/pers3amp – mp3, audio “My Personal Tale, inspired by Michael Jackson” – I am laughing as I write this story – But it is true.

or

I’m laughing ’cause at times I..can’t believe it..my siblings, who lived..it w/me share feel that way at times 2! http://bit.ly/9wdMdS

or

http://bit.ly/perst4am – text+mp3 “My Personal Tale” It’s rich in psychological drama..3 generations, 3 men, & the unconscious, unwanted but

or

But unavoidable inheritances we receive, father to son or mother to daughter, from one generation to the next — http://bit.ly/cxmPJa

or

http://bit.ly/pers5amp -mp3 -the unavoidable inheritances – strange mixture..scars — tended 2 correctly, may show themselves 2 B blessings.

SillyMickel

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My personal story is one that many will not believe could actually have happened in this modern era; or even in this century!

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My Personal Tale:
Reflections on Persecution of the Talented, Sensitive, and Unique; and Culture’s Sick and Contradictory Purposes
Part One: Fathers, Sons, and Everyone Inherits a Laundry Room
by SillyMickel Adzema
text + audio rendition created, produced, performed by SillyMickel Adzema
Prologue:  Touched by Michael’s Story
For days I’ve been pondering Michael Jackson’s life and his tragic and unfair persecution for basically succeeding at what our religion and culture say are the aims of life.  (See my article titled, “Message from Michael.” In fact, it would be best to read that article before this one, as then this story will come across as more like a case study in the kinds of cultural processes I describe there. And one will get a lot more out of this read.)

I’d written an article in 2004 defending him during his persecution. I highlighted that article

after he died in honor of his memory. Additionally, I published an audio clip of that article on Entertonement.com

Read more at www.primalspirit.com

I’d written an article in 2004 defending him during his persecution. I highlighted that article on this site after he died in honor of his memory. Additionally, I published an audio clip of that article on Entertonement.com, which clip is a personal reading of my 2004 article. I decided to do the reading for Michael and to do it with the flavor and style, also the passion, I’d intended for the article originally.

This heartfelt, personal reading ended up including some updates and comments, some personal asides of my own, and some unplanned eulogy-type passages that came out of me, as I got caught up in remembering how Michael had been scapegoated. As a result of this immersion in Michael, I was inspired to write “Message from Michael,” in which I evaluated what one should take from a life with such soaring highs and then a crashing to Earth heard round the world.

All of this got me to thinking about culture’s double-fuck on us all: First, in its brutally separating us from our source of life, guidance, and inspiration and creating a blank slate at birth, which would otherwise have been a map of life, with contact numbers directly to God and technical assistance angels — a kind of Jacob’s Ladder for when the going got rough; then, culture tells you to be an individual and aspire to greatness and puts up examples of people who have done so and made a difference for their society and the world; and then culture punishes severely any one who is exceptional and shows it and/or strives to do exactly as the cultural teachings were inspiring him or her to do.

______________________________

_________

For more:

My Pers. Tale: Reflections..Persecution..Talented, Sensitive, Unique; & Culture’s Sick & Contradictory Purposes http://bit.ly/9yOcG6

or

http://bit.ly/pers1amp – text&mp3…This is a very personal tale, raw with unabashed emotion, yet comfortably humorous, often heart-warming,

or

My personal story is 1 like many others U’ll C URself in & yet 1 unlike any other – 1 many won’t believe possible http://bit.ly/bOEGOu

or

http://bit.ly/pers2amp – audio, mp3 “My Personal Tale” — “a life..openly & unashamedly shared, like Michael Jackson’s, is a gift 2 all”

or

My personal story is 1 many won’t believe cud actually have happened in this modern era; or even in this century! http://bit.ly/bzRtOW

or

http://bit.ly/pers3amp – mp3, audio “My Personal Tale, inspired by Michael Jackson” – I am laughing as I write this story – But it is true.

or

I’m laughing ’cause at times I..can’t believe it..my siblings, who lived..it w/me share feel that way at times 2! http://bit.ly/9wdMdS

or

http://bit.ly/perst4am – text+mp3 “My Personal Tale” It’s rich in psychological drama..3 generations, 3 men, & the unconscious, unwanted but

or

But unavoidable inheritances we receive, father to son or mother to daughter, from one generation to the next — http://bit.ly/cxmPJa

or

http://bit.ly/pers5amp -mp3 -the unavoidable inheritances – strange mixture..scars — tended 2 correctly, may show themselves 2 B blessings.

SillyMickel

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My personal story is one like many others you would see yourself in and yet it is one unlike any other – one that many won’t believe possible

Another way of saying this is that a life that is openly and unashamedly shared, like Michael Jackson’s was, is a gift to all that take it in. My story has that same unashamed quality of saying it exactly as it was to me, and so honestly that it has never been told this thoroughly and honestly before, as I never had been inspired to lay this part of it out this way before. In doing so I feel solid and rich; uncaring of the myriad feelings — not all good — that my authentic, unframed, “untagged” experiences will bring forth in others. For that which hasn’t already been wrestled and forced beneath some ill-fitting “tag” is just a Rohrschak test for all who view it; and so what you see in me will likely be far more your own image than mine, just as I saw mine in Michael’s.

But if you do not recognize that, hell, you may see your demon or angel or just about anything. If you are not very evolved, you may even blame that on me; again that is what happened to Michael Jackson for not staying in the jar and being happy just for getting — whoop-de-do — breathing holes!

For in living authentically, as Michael Jackson has demonstrated for us all one time again, like many authentic people in the past, in truly being yourself you will be more loved and more hated than if you take the safe route of hiding.
So listen to this or not; I’ve already received my blessings and my gifts out of this experience. They are there for you too, but it is all in you and up to you to reach for them, or not; and to decide if now, later, or not in this lifetime. All are correct decisions; there can be no wrong ones ever (only instructive or learning ones). Ain’t life great! It’s been nice swirling around for a spell in the consciousness soup with you.

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Later!

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Michael Jackson’s Influence Transcends the Grave: My Personal Story Revealed and Pitiful Men Who Can’t Bear Goodness or Light. Part 1: Fathers, Sons, and Everyone Inherits a Laundry Room

Another way of saying this is that a life that is openly and unashamedly shared, like Michael Jackson’s was, is a gift to all that take it in. My story has that same unashamed quality of saying it exactly as it was to me, and so honestly that it has never been told this thoroughly and honestly before, as I never had been inspired to lay this part of it out this way before. In doing so I feel solid and rich; uncaring of the myriad feelings — not all good — that my authentic, unframed, “untagged” experiences will bring forth in others.

what you see in me will likely be far more your own image than mine,

Read more at www.entertonement.com

______________________________

_________

For more:

My Pers. Tale: Reflections..Persecution..Talented, Sensitive, Unique; & Culture’s Sick & Contradictory Purposes http://bit.ly/9yOcG6

or

http://bit.ly/pers1amp – text&mp3…This is a very personal tale, raw with unabashed emotion, yet comfortably humorous, often heart-warming,

or

My personal story is 1 like many others U’ll C URself in & yet 1 unlike any other – 1 many won’t believe possible http://bit.ly/bOEGOu

or

http://bit.ly/pers2amp – audio, mp3 “My Personal Tale” — “a life..openly & unashamedly shared, like Michael Jackson’s, is a gift 2 all”

or

My personal story is 1 many won’t believe cud actually have happened in this modern era; or even in this century! http://bit.ly/bzRtOW

or

http://bit.ly/pers3amp – mp3, audio “My Personal Tale, inspired by Michael Jackson” – I am laughing as I write this story – But it is true.

or

I’m laughing ’cause at times I..can’t believe it..my siblings, who lived..it w/me share feel that way at times 2! http://bit.ly/9wdMdS

or

http://bit.ly/perst4am – text+mp3 “My Personal Tale” It’s rich in psychological drama..3 generations, 3 men, & the unconscious, unwanted but

or

But unavoidable inheritances we receive, father to son or mother to daughter, from one generation to the next — http://bit.ly/cxmPJa

or

http://bit.ly/pers5amp -mp3 -the unavoidable inheritances – strange mixture..scars — tended 2 correctly, may show themselves 2 B blessings.

SillyMickel

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My Personal Tale: Reflections on the Persecution of the Talented, Sensitive, & Unique; & Culture’s Sick & Contradictory Purposes

Introduction – Part One

This is a very personal tale, raw with unabashed emotion, yet comfortably humorous, often heart-warming, a story like many others that you will see yourself in, and yet a story that is unlike any other and one that many will not believe could actually have happened in this modern era; or even in this century. I am laughing as I write this – But it is true. I am laughing because sometimes I myself cannot believe it, and my sisters and brothers, who lived much of it with me, share that feeling at times too.

It is rich in psychological drama of three generations, three men, and the unconscious, unwanted, but unavoidable inheritances we receive, father to son or mother to daughter, from one generation to the next — the strange mixture of scars, which, tended to correctly, may show themselves to be blessings. If you’re not getting a clue and getting turned off; you’re probably way over your head already. Go back. Pass Go. Collect $200 and have fun with it. Bye.

Now for you, yea you. The one being here in all their physical presence and with all that swirling going around inside. You know who you are. Here you are, and I know exactly where that is, ha! Did you think I didn’t know you are right smack dab in exactly the same Universe as me! (I woulda said Mind, but with all that swirling, I didn’t know if you’d freak.) You, the physical one, with consciousness seeping out and mixing with the Ocean of Awareness, including my own. Nice to see you again. Anyway, you’re here, bringing your world of contradictory feelings and confusions and pushes and pulls. I see ya.

******

Well, now that the “Republicans,” for lack of a better word to explain the ones who actually see a benefit in that their souls have been stolen, are gone, I can speak more personally, if you’re so inclined.

This story is told by me; and I am a person who has dedicated his life to self-discovery. I bet you don’t know many people who have a B.A., literally, in “Self-Understanding” from an esteemed historical university (not some b.s. biblical or internet fantasy u). This won’t be the first time that you’ll think I’m kidding and I won’t be. But to continue, I also facilitate deep experiential therapy, and have almost forty years experience of that kind of self-exploration. The fact that this audio and writing before you that I let come through me brightened my horizons even a little more is an example of how the richer one’s self-awareness, the easier it is to reap even greater rewards of understanding.

To dispel some misnotions: This is not a tale of hate, resentment, or anger by any means. It was a story like that for many years. But the surprise is in the true fruits of experience that is honestly faced and followed to whatever wisdom it leads. And the place it leads is a gift. To myself. But I believe it is also a gift to the listener, a surprise one. One that is wrapped like a Christmas gift, the contents of which you can not even guess, which at the right time reveals itself to your delight and makes you happy you had to wait.

It is my story. It was triggered by my contemplation of Michael Jackson’s life and three articles that I wrote about him, two alone, just since his release from his skin prison to return home to Life Itself.

Since it is my story, I will tell you only that you will find this fascinating, a delightful listen, and a heartbreaking, enlightening, and uplifting tale in the end. Or, especially if you are a Republican or otherwise not much into self-reflection, personal growth, or therapeutically inclined, you will hate yourself as well as me if you continue any further than this, and if you are still here, I don’t know why, because you are probably already feeling irritated by my style. So go, because it will only get worse for you.

If you are of the introspective, existential, visionary, and dreamer camp; you will probably receive a personal gift for staying and listening; just as I did by “listening in” on Michael Jackson’s life

Another way of saying this is that a life that is openly and unashamedly shared, like Michael Jackson’s was, is a gift to all that take it in. My story has that same unashamed quality of saying it exactly as it was to me, and so honestly that it has never been told this thoroughly and honestly before, as I never had been inspired to lay this part of it out this way before. In doing so I feel solid and rich; uncaring of the myriad feelings — not all good — that my authentic, unframed, “untagged” experiences will bring forth in others. For that which hasn’t already been wrestled and forced beneath some ill-fitting “tag” is just a Rorschach test for all who view it; and so what you see in me will likely be far more your own image than mine, just as I saw mine in Michael’s.

But if you do not recognize that, hell, you may see your demon or angel or just about anything. If you are not very evolved, you may even blame that on me; again that is what happened to Michael Jackson for not staying in the jar and being happy just for getting — whoop-de-do — breathing holes!

For in living authentically, as Michael Jackson has demonstrated for us all one time again, like many authentic people in the past, in truly being yourself you will be more loved and more hated than if you take the safe route of hiding.

So listen to this or not; I’ve already received my blessings and my gifts out of this experience. They are there for you too, but it is all in you and up to you to reach for them, or not; and to decide if now, later, or not in this lifetime. All are correct decisions; there can be no wrong ones ever (only instructive or learning ones). Ain’t life great! It’s been nice swirling around for a spell in the consciousness soup with you.

Media_httpsillymickel_qzooa

Later!

_______________________________________

For more:

My Pers. Tale: Reflections..Persecution..Talented, Sensitive, Unique; & Culture’s Sick & Contradictory Purposes http://bit.ly/9yOcG6

or

http://bit.ly/pers1amp – text&mp3…This is a very personal tale, raw with unabashed emotion, yet comfortably humorous, often heart-warming,

or

My personal story is 1 like many others U’ll C URself in & yet 1 unlike any other – 1 many won’t believe possible http://bit.ly/bOEGOu

or

http://bit.ly/pers2amp – audio, mp3 “My Personal Tale” — “a life..openly & unashamedly shared, like Michael Jackson’s, is a gift 2 all”

or

My personal story is 1 many won’t believe cud actually have happened in this modern era; or even in this century! http://bit.ly/bzRtOW

or

http://bit.ly/pers3amp – mp3, audio “My Personal Tale, inspired by Michael Jackson” – I am laughing as I write this story – But it is true.

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I’m laughing ’cause at times I..can’t believe it..my siblings, who lived..it w/me share feel that way at times 2! http://bit.ly/9wdMdS

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http://bit.ly/perst4am – text+mp3 “My Personal Tale” It’s rich in psychological drama..3 generations, 3 men, & the unconscious, unwanted but

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But unavoidable inheritances we receive, father to son or mother to daughter, from one generation to the next — http://bit.ly/cxmPJa

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http://bit.ly/pers5amp -mp3 -the unavoidable inheritances – strange mixture..scars — tended 2 correctly, may show themselves 2 B blessings.

SillyMickel

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