Michael Jackson had lived his life with the un-self-conscious boldness and absolute commitment to his unique, real self, and for that he had been singled out, hounded, ridiculed, and laughed at; and these things no doubt diminished his life and then

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My
Own Story is Triggered

I wrote in my

to “  that Michael “had lived his
life with
the un-self-conscious boldness and absolute commitment to his
unique,
real self — more so even than most primalers are able to yet —
and
for that he had been singled out, hounded, ridiculed, and
laughed at;
and these things no doubt diminished his life and then took
it.”

The whole story had got me to thinking but that quote captures the crux
of it. I became reflective then, and I still am, as I recall how I’d
also experienced persecution for being different – and for me, like
Michael, it had to do with being more sensitive or more talented or
intelligent, or all three, than males are “supposed” to be.

Certainly those were the reasons that my father hated me, especially
growing up. He, ignorant and struggling; me, bright and athletic
without trying or even wanting to be, and having everything come easy
for me. Whereas for him, he had to wear himself out struggling,
desperately trying to prove to his father — dead, of course, one of
those “ghostly others,” I’ve been mentioning — that he in fact COULD
take care of himself…and a wife, and six children.

_________

For
more:

My Pers. Tale:
Reflections..Persecution..Talented,
Sensitive, Unique; & Culture’s Sick & Contradictory Purposes

or



text&mp3…This is a very personal tale, raw with unabashed emotion,
yet comfortably humorous, often heart-warming,

or

My

personal story is 1 like many others U’ll C
URself in & yet 1 unlike any other – 1 many won’t believe possible

or


– audio,
mp3 “My Personal Tale” — “a life..openly & unashamedly shared, like
Michael Jackson’s, is a gift 2 all”

or

My

personal story is 1 many won’t believe cud
actually have happened in this modern era; or even in this century!

or


– mp3,
audio “My Personal Tale, inspired by Michael Jackson” – I am laughing as
I write this story – But it is true.

or

I’m

laughing ’cause at times I..can’t believe
it..my siblings, who lived..it w/me share feel that way at times 2!

or



text+mp3 “My Personal Tale” It’s rich in psychological drama..3
generations, 3 men, & the unconscious, unwanted but

or

But

unavoidable inheritances we receive, father to
son or mother to daughter, from one generation to the next —

or


-mp3 -the
unavoidable inheritances – strange mixture..scars — tended 2
correctly, may show themselves 2 B blessings.

SillyMickel

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